je swee un LOSER!!!! (Book) https://www.Writing.Com/main/books.php/item_id/136392 It's funny, looking back over life and realizing how different things where, how unprepared, how unawae, how <i>naive</i> you were. Chris was one of the worst things that every happened to me. He detroyes my confidence, and scarred me sexually(well, he just kynd of finished what my mother had done to me). It took Pierre and Cody to help restore me. Pierre because he was an emotional support and a good friend while giving me the freedom to be ar...[Read Full Post] Tue, 15 Nov 2005 14:38:25 EST https://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/386322 https://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/386322 chris and i are still togther...this is a record for me. Also, i haven't kissed anyone that wasn't him in over a month, even though he adn i have only been in a closed relationship for about a week. At least officially. And i still like him immensly...i mean, it's not perfect, there have been some issues between us, but...it's working out. Pam still obsesses abpotu everything..Her life wouldn't be so bad if she didn't worry so much. And i...[Read Full Post] Wed, 11 Dec 2002 16:24:06 EST https://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/212912 https://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/212912 ok..these have been two of the most confusing and yet fun monthes of my life. I've become "officially" bisexual, and then gone back to being straight again. I have a boyfriend that i like insanely, but whom i can't or shouldn't trust. Allow me to start at my last entry. Alex and i went out for almost 3 weeks, which really isn't a long time. I decided he was too clingy adn that he got on my nerves, and that i didn't like him as much as ...[Read Full Post] Wed, 27 Nov 2002 23:15:07 EST https://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/209350 https://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/209350 As odd as it may seem to all those who know me well, I have a boyfriend. For those who have read entry number 5, yes it is the same guy. Today, I asked him to come join me at my schools swim meet(I'm friends with atleast 40% of the swim team), even though he doesn't attend either of the schools involved. And he came. We were together all evening, and nothing happened except some cuddling and a whole lot of talking. When the time came for him to leave, I wo...[Read Full Post] Tue, 24 Sep 2002 22:29:35 EDT https://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/194756 https://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/194756 Yay!!!! Life is being so awesome right now. I got my blue belt a while back, my teachers actually like me this year, and i might have a boyfriend soon. And when i say soon, i mean like within the week. I like this guy soo much, and he likes me too, so we're "talking". He'd be my first official boyfreind. It's so weird. I mean I'd pretty much given up on being someone's chick. I've gone out with people in the past, but it'd nev...[Read Full Post] Mon, 23 Sep 2002 16:21:09 EDT https://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/194433 https://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/194433 yesturday i was at this music fectival, representing the land of my parnt's birth, Hungary, (i had to carry a flag in a parade)and I met HER. I had just finished showing my mom where the bathroom was,so mom and i were walking around(Bayfront park rocks my socks!!), when we came across the body art booth. It was a bunch of kids trying to raise money for the art honor society or something. So, i decided to get my face painted. I gave the girl free lisence to pai...[Read Full Post] Mon, 02 Sep 2002 22:19:04 EDT https://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/190085 https://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/190085 I've lost my best friend. She only moved away a few weeks ago, but already she's changing so much. When she left i partially felt like i was never going to see her again, but i wouldn't let myself believe it. But talking to her, and reading things that she's written, i realize that she's never going to be the same person. People are like rivers, they're always the same, but they're always different. You never see the same river twice. T...[Read Full Post] Fri, 09 Aug 2002 20:09:26 EDT https://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/184682 https://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/184682 Why do my friends suck? Would u like the long or the short version? 1-THE SHORT VERSION Why do my friends suck? Because they do. 2-THE MEDIUM LENGTH VERSION Why do my friends suck? My friends suck because many of the same qualities I desire in companions are the same qualities that frustrate me beyond belief. I love them so much, but at the same time i want to throttle them, and then beat the tar out of them. Isn't that what friendship is all about...[Read Full Post] Wed, 07 Aug 2002 20:54:01 EDT https://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/184249 https://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/184249 Gods. I am a loser. I'm a wannabe witch, a wannabe bitch, pretty much just a wannabe in general.it seems like Everyone knows of me, but really few pplknow me to any extent. How have i become what i am? I'm a pupolar outcast, the embraced reject. i am what hundreds of ppl claim to be, and yet i'm nothing at all. For so many years i've been trying to be what i want to be, and somehow i lost sight of what i am. i'm the inconsistant, ill-rep...[Read Full Post] Thu, 22 Mar 2001 21:17:24 EST https://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/104486 https://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/104486